It’s been a while I’ve been struggling with infertility. It has been a difficult journey that has taken its toll on me and my relationship with my husband. I never imagined that I would have to go through this, and it has been a constant source of pain and frustration.

From the very beginning, my husband and I were on the same page. We both wanted children and were excited to start a family. But month after month, year after year, nothing happened. We tried everything we could think of – tracking my ovulation, taking various medications, and undergoing fertility treatments. But nothing seemed to work.

The hardest part for me was feeling like I was broken, like there was something fundamentally wrong with me. It was difficult to watch my friends and family members effortlessly conceive and give birth to healthy babies while I was left struggling. I felt like I was failing as a woman and as a wife.

My husband was supportive, but I could see how much the infertility was affecting him too. He felt helpless, like there was nothing he could do to fix the situation. It was hard for him to see me in so much pain and not be able to take away my suffering. Our relationship was strained, and we both felt like we were drifting apart.

The medications and fertility treatments were a whole other trial. The side effects were brutal, and the constant appointments and procedures took a toll on my mental health. It was like a rollercoaster of hope and disappointment – every time we thought we had made progress, we would be met with more setbacks.

In the end, we decided to take a break from the fertility treatments and focus on our relationship. We went to counseling and worked on communicating our feelings and needs better. We talked about our hopes and dreams for the future, with or without children.

It wasn't an easy decision, but it was the right one for us. We still struggle with infertility, but we've learned to cope with it better. Our relationship is stronger than ever, and we're hopeful for what the future holds – whatever that may be.

Sorry for the sad ending. And if you couldn’t find hope in the end.

When life doesn't give you chocolates!

Written by Nanna

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